Sierra (PiasaPrincess) ☃'s Blog (6)

Relief at Last

Everyone sees me as happy,

but they dont know the truth.

i hurt everyday,

and cry every night,

these scars are proof.

on the outside i smile, laugh, and sing,

but deep inside i just want to scream.

[Everything i do, displeases other.]

why do i worry bout what they say,

half the stuff ruins my day.

if i told you why i take it to heart,

you wouldnt understand or know my…

43 Scars

There are 43 scars on my wrist,

the reasons why, i wont be missed.

they hurt and bled,

i wish i were dead.

i cant take it any longer,

i wish i were stronger.

i should tell someone,

i really should,

i really wish i could,

but my mind is too proud,

my heart is too broken,

my life a wreck.

i need help, i truly do,

but the help i wanted was from you,

you said you…

Pain

see the scars ive tired to hide

and the pain thats deep inside

darkness closes in on me

then my wrists start to bleed

many years i was alone

no one could help me on my own

i was depressed, nobody knew

i put on a mask just for you.

you always wondered, but never asked

you never saw behind the mask

at night i cry, and wish, and pray

but no one notice, no words did they say.

the one…

Lost

the world around is falling,

            i can seem to breathe.

the tightness in my chest,

           will never, ever leave

im calling out for help,

           no one hears me.

theres no on around

           i lost my strength

im falling

down....

         down....

                  down....

             you found me laying there,

just laying on the…

Sunshine

It only hides

never fades

it shows it self

again each day

at night we can't see it

but we know its there 

shining its light

somewhere

it has a sister 

she loves the night

she doesn't like

her brothers light

she is known as the moon

when she comes out

we head to our rooms

then we sleep 

and have our…