Would You Rather Create or Be the Created?

Now the creator, the one that creates obviously, is the one that is normal. So, he/she has no special powers or anything. Now the creation or the created can be anything from an animal, robot, robocop, android, monster, creepy thing, or whatever else that you can create.

Now i would be the creator only because i can create something onto my self. Like if i want a plasma gun that comes out of my chest then I can create it. But, then i would have to test it so i make a creation to test. Basically, if I'm the creator but also the creation then I'm both. I would just improve myself by adding on to myself. But test myself by creating the objects onto a creation. But, then eventually would I lose myself? or would I stay the same. i mean since I'm  altering so much then maybe I wouldn't be myself after awhile. Idk, which would you be and note the flaws and pros of your being and something. if you're a creator what would you create, if you're a creation what would you have that other creations didn't?