Hi

Hi.

People say when you feel bad, writing/talking about it helps. So I'm trying. I've been trying. I just feel so depressed. I just hate myself. For so many reasons. I know it just sounds like I'm trying to get attention. I know it sounds like I want pity. I really don't. Or maybe I do. Doesn't everyone? I just feel so..terrible. I have for about a year now. I really am sorry, I know no one wants to hear this, I know no ones going to read this. This is spam. This is useless. But I'm still typing. And please no one send me messages like "Oh it gets better!" because I know all that stuff. I've heard it all. I don't want to hear anymore. I'm just tired, I basically just want to rant at this point. I guess my rant is done. I just wanted to do this as a comfort to myself. Sorry. I guess I'm just kind of.... bored at this point. I'm just done. Sorry for the spam. Sorry for being like this. Sorry for wasting time.

Bye