A string of words from a depressed mind

ok i am allan i suffer from depression and well i write stuff during hard periods of it and wanted to share so ..here goes 

dark shadows creeping in 
space become's kidnapped in the eternal drain
connections awaken 
you feel your hart sinking
no strain not pulling almost the spirit of your hart falling
cold sensation flows down you
every thought piercing
every emotion drifting
so much waiting
a whirlwind of synaptic creations
blurry but static
every second a million faces
rush slows the cold claw
like a window left ajar 
the cold creeps in to pull you from the brief warmth
if only memory's were friends
in so much company yet alone
the moment of the forsaken
depressed again 
until next time sanity taken
deep breath focus again.

and one more.

life the lesson

sitting thinking 
time is seeping 
life passing us by
so many feelings where not made to understand
time is our teacher 
love pain loss gain
all things we learn 
life's the hardest test we take
at the end we must accept our mistakes
there is not eraser for life
just cross a line through and head straight
when your heads a mess and ur hart is out of shape
remember ur learning and your bound to make a mistake.